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徐晓命运多舛。这位后来和北岛、芒克等人共同创办诗刊《今天》,激情洋溢但看上去弱不禁风的女子,在文革中无辜卷入政治的漩涡,遭受了两年的牢狱之灾,当年她只有18岁。后来,她找到了生命中挚爱的另一半——周郿英,结婚,中年得子。但丈夫因为医生的一次误诊,身体每况愈下,直至卧床难起。徐晓奔波在家和医院之间,挣扎在挽留丈夫的生命还是不让他继续承受痛苦之间,身心憔悴。她付出了所有,但还是无力回天。丈夫走了,留下她和年仅6岁的儿子。理想的纯真与现实的险恶,刻骨的爱与钻心的痛,徐晓在经历了这一切之后,将以怎样的心态和方式教会自己的孩子去认识这个纷繁的世界,去面对这个无常的人生呢?摘录了徐晓《半生为人》中写给朋友坚妮的一封信,以飨读者。
Xu Xiao fate. This later co-founded the poem Today with North Island and Mangk and others. The passionate and seemingly fragile woman, innocently involved in the political turmoil during the Cultural Revolution, suffered two years in prison. At that time, she had only 18 years old. Later, she found the other half of the beloved in life - Zhou Wanying, married, middle-aged son. But her husband misdiagnosed as a doctor, the body deteriorating until hard to bed. Xu Xiaobo wave between the home and the hospital, struggling to retain her husband’s life or let him continue to suffer, between the physical and mental haggard. She paid all, but still unable to return to heaven. Her husband left, leaving her with her 6-year-old son. The ideal of innocence and reality of sin, deep love and painful heart, Xu Xiao after all this, in what manner of mind and ways to teach their children to recognize this numerous world, to face this impermanence of life What? Excerpt Xu Xiao “half a man” to a friend Jenny’s letter to readers.