2008年7月,我来到北京市延庆县珍珠泉乡小川村担任村主任助理。从绘有蓝色梦想的象牙塔到没有网络、交通不便的偏僻小山村,心里一下子变得空了起来,感觉很不适应,更为郁闷的是一直不能真正走进村民心里,大家好像对我这个大学生也都是敬而远之,不敢“高攀”。一时间我的思想开始动摇,甚至有点后悔自己当初踌躇满志的选择了。这种状态持续了将近一个月,直到发生了那件事。 In July 2008, I came to Ogawa Village, Pearl Spring Township, Yanqing County, Beijing to serve as village chief assistant. From the ivory tower painted with blue dreams to the remote small village with no network and inaccessible traffic, my heart suddenly becomes empty and I feel very uncomfortable. It is even more depressing that I can not really walk into the villager’s heart. My college students are also at arm’s length, not “high climb ”. At a time my thoughts began to waver, and I even regretted that I had a very proud choice. This state lasted nearly a month until that happened.