我曾经对自己的身体非常自豪。我很少感冒,不睡觉、不运动、大吃,也不怎么需要看医生。虽然我做统计数学出身,但我认为自己是特例,人人都生病,就我不生。等到病例诊断出来,我才知道,我的肚子里有小鸡蛋大的20多个肿瘤,被诊断为淋巴癌四期。我那时确实非常沮丧,觉得在过一种非人的生活。接着,我马上想到自己的遗嘱还没有立。在台湾,立遗嘱很麻烦。要手写4份,每份遗嘱长达6页,这个过程十分痛苦。那段时间里,我心理上的煎熬 I was very proud of myself. I rarely catch a cold, do not sleep, do not exercise, eat, and do not need much to see a doctor. Although I am a student of statistics, I consider myself a special case of illness and I am not born. Wait until the case diagnosed, I learned that my stomach has a large egg more than 20 tumors were diagnosed with lymphoma four. I was really frustrated at that time and felt I was living a non-human life. Then, I immediately think of my will is not established. In Taiwan, making a will is troublesome. To handwritten 4 copies, each will be up to 6 pages, this process is very painful. During that time, I was mentally suffering