一辈子都认真认识了母亲,也就知道了党员,因为母亲还没结婚就已经“在党”了。当时的村里只有几个党员,大都是干部.母亲却只是个小学教师。印象中,母亲总是带着我去上学,上课时,就让我在院子里自己玩儿,将教室的门关紧,然后便高声大嗓地领着学生朗读课文。有时,我想去找她,但又不敢,便偷偷趴到门边隔着门缝朝 Have a serious understanding of his mother all his life, also know the party members, because the mother has not married already “in the party”. At that time, there were only a few party members in the village, mostly cadres, whose mother was only a primary school teacher. Impression, the mother always took me to school, class, let me play in the yard, the classroom door closed, and then loudly led the students reading the text. Sometimes, I want to find her, but not dare, they lie to the door and secretly across the door