我问自己:为什么在写到张子良老师的时候,总是感到如此的难于下笔?是因为他的名气太大,因为他已经有了一些电影巨作的鸿篇巨制,曾经又是那样的饱受争议吗?还是自己文笔迟滞,没有能力写作出令自己满意的东西来?疾病夺走了他行动的自由。很多人在我准备访谈之前就问我:这样的记录有没有必要,这些年,他好像已在电影界沉寂了下去,没什么新鲜的东西问 I asked myself: Why is it so hard to write down the time I wrote Teacher Zhang Ziliang? Because his reputation is too great because he already has some great masterpieces of the movie. Has it ever been so controversial? Or was he writing retarded and unable to write anything satisfactory to himself? The disease took away his freedom of action. Many people asked me before I was ready to interviews: Is it necessary to have such a record? In these years, he seems to have been quiet in the film industry, with nothing new to ask