我曾经是一个抑郁的孩子。别人送给我一些什么礼物,我脸上也表现不出多大的欢喜;带我去个什么地方,我也显不出多大的愉快。周围的大人常觉得我是个“败兴的孩子”。我搞不清楚大人们是不是认为,别人会做的事情,可因为是我就不能那样做了。我感到了儿时同样有过的那种无处排遣的悲哀。现在,我想以自己的价值观念判断一切、感受一切,不必介意周围的议论和评价。 I used to be a depressed child. What kind of present did somebody give me, and my face did not show much joy; take me to a place, I did not show much happiness. Adults around me often think I am a “defeated child”. I do not know if adults think that what other people will do is because I can not do that. I feel the sorrow of having nowhere to sort out the same things I did when I was a child. Now, I want to judge everything by my own values ​​and feel everything without thinking about the arguments and comments around me.