我对自己充满了厌恶。我装得像个精神病人,我并不认真看待自己。我以挖苦为乐。我独自嘲笑自己也嘲笑他人。其他的人,他们怎么会笑得起来呢?我不跟他们说话。我不愿跟他们说话。他们造就了我的丑陋,让他们付出代价吧。我可不在乎。让他们去处理吧。我把自己关在一间没有窗户的房间里。我有一个 I am full of disgust to myself. I dress like a mental patient, I do not take a serious look at myself. I am sarcastic. I laugh at myself and laugh at others alone. Other people, how can they laugh? I do not speak to them. I do not want to talk to them. They made me ugly, let them pay the price. I do not care. Let them deal with it. I shut myself up in a room without windows. I have a