从来都不曾如此多年后,直到父亲去世,送走他的那天晚上,我才第一次和母亲一起睡。是我主动提出来的,觉得也许母亲一个人睡会难过,所以我说:“妈,我跟你睡一张床吧。”她看了我一眼,并没有表现出意外,只轻轻点点头说:“好。”意外的是我,因为说完那句话后,我才意识到,这么多年,我竟从没跟母亲一床睡过。出生后,我由外婆带,自然也跟着外婆睡。后来,外婆带我回了乡下老家,直到我快上学时,才回到父 Never had I been sleeping with my mother for the first time the night after my father died and had been sent away. It was my initiative to suggest that maybe my mother slept sad alone, so I said: “Mom, I sleep with you a bed.” She looked at me and did not show an accident, only gently Nodded and said: “Good.” Accidentally me, because after that sentence, I realized that for so many years, I had never slept with my mother. After birth, I was brought by my grandmother and naturally followed by my grandmother. Later, my grandmother took me back home country, until I was going to school, before returning to the father