开放的自闭没有迹象可寻,它就到来了。它让我深刻地感受到自己什么也不是的荒芜与挫败。它是无比深厚的焦虑,我的灵魂因为某种魔怔而着了火,我的肉体莫名有了种种不适,可它并不是厌倦、离弃,也不是死亡、熄灭的前兆。它仅仅是,我长久所执手的温度忽然对抗不过冰雪天气,在那一刻,你无比清醒地意识到,所有的坚执,仅是一堆虚无碎片,连你生活过的影子,也不过是虚无的残迹——我这是要打算哀叹人生的虚无吗?“人为妇人所 There is no sign of open autism, it comes. It makes me feel deeply that nothing is deserted or frustrated. It is incomparably deep anxiety. My soul is ignited by some kind of magical fire. My body has inexplicable discomfort. But it is not tired, forsaken, nor a precursor to death or extinguishment. It is only that I suddenly confronted the temperature but ice and snow weather, at that moment, you are very clearly aware that all the firm, just a pile of nothingness, even the shadow of your life, but also Nothing remnants - I am trying to lament the nihility of life? ”Man-made woman