不记得是发生在几岁的事情了,但是那段时间一次又一次挨捧的经历像一场噩梦盘踞在我的内心深处,直到我成人后很多年仍然挥之不去。从那以后,不管做什么、不管面对什么人,也不管自己做得多好多坏,我都要在内心深处打上一个大大的问号。那种不自信的感觉始终像魔鬼一样伴随着我.折磨着我,让我很多年难以摆脱。 Do not remember what happened in the years, but during that time again and again suffered the experience of a nightmare entrenched in my heart until many years after I was still lingering. Since then, no matter what I do, no matter who I am facing or how bad I am doing, I have to put a big question mark in my heart. The kind of feeling of self-confidence has always been with me like the devil, torment me, so I have difficulty getting rid of it for many years.