写字英国的朋友总好奇;问我每天在报纸上写些什么,我会说,写你们,写自己。说了等于没说,好奇的朋友总不免继续问,写我们什么呢?爱做梦的会兴奋地问,会不会把我写进去,写了要给我翻一下,你知道我不懂广东话,我要贴在床前啊!说时眼神还留着天真。我总得更正,不是广东话,广东话是讲的,应是中文。乏味的朋友会皱皱眉,说服了你,然后再点第二轮啤酒。老气横秋的朋友会乘机向我大发议论,暗里我知道,是希望我把他们的伟言放进文章里,成全将思维变成印刷权威的虚荣,边说边闪着自恋的光芒。还是他值得我爱。低调一直坐着不作声,默默饮着人家的梦,像个黑洞。对于文字,他早看破背后和表面的虚幻。写东西这回事,除了是因为点点自我疗养的假象还值得继续干下去之外,一切在上面再造的阅读都只不过是自渎的尝试,大抵有看色情刊物的作用。不要以为我在批评这种写作的行径。其实整个连锁的过程,也是阅读的过程,每一个环节,都是跟自我分裂后努力试着和自己修好的企图,没有什么了不起,当然也没有什么不要得。来自阅读的自渎和快感,无坏啊,祝君过瘾,只要清楚自己的行径为何便足够了。写作,阅读,评论,都是这个连串的过程,动机和作用也差不多。真的,没有什么了不起的文字和思维。 The English friends are always curious; they ask me what I write in the newspaper every day. I will say, write yourselves and write myself. Say that did not say, curious friends can not help but continue to ask, write us what? Love dreaming will be excited to ask, will not write me in, wrote to give me a flip, you know I do not understand Cantonese , I want to stick in the bed ah! Said when the eyes still naive. I always have to correct, not Cantonese, Cantonese is speaking, it should be Chinese. Boring friends frowned, convinced you, and then ordered a second round of beer. Vulgar friends will take the opportunity to talk to me, secretly I know that I wish I put their Wai Yuk into the article, into thinking will become the vanity of the authority of the printing, while flashing narcissistic light. Or he deserves my love. Low-key has been sitting silent, quietly drinking people's dreams, like a black hole. For the text, he saw the unreal behind the surface and the surface. Writing something else, except because the illusion of a little self-healing is also worth continuing to work on, all in the above re-reading of reading is only a self-deluding attempts, probably to see the role of pornographic publications. Do not think I'm criticizing this writing. In fact, the entire chain process is also a process of reading. Every aspect of the process is an attempt to repair itself with self-splitting. There is nothing remarkable, of course, there is nothing to be missed. From the reading of deaf and pleasure, no harm ah, I wish you enjoyable, as long as you know why their actions will be enough. Writing, reading, commentary, are all a series of processes, motivation and role are similar. Really, there is no great text and thinking.