在迸入公司四个月后,我产生了一种难以言状的失落感,我感觉自己完全被忽视了。总是觉得自己学生时代的风光无限早已不知去向,等待我的是种种“冷遇”。当初我是被大老板亲自招聘进公司的,但自从进来以后就没有机会和大老板说话;顶头上司对我很冷淡,却经常找我的搭档--一个活跃的女生聊天;同事都有自己的小圈子,我似乎总也钻不进去……我很郁闷,“我想多参与一些事情,有谁甘心只做小兵?可是如果老板不知道目己的能力,再闷头做,做得再好也没用。” 时常感觉自己像一个可有可无的小兵,即使哪天消失也不会有人问津。 Four months after I entered the company, I felt an unspeakable sense of loss, and I felt completely neglected. Always feel that the era of their students have long been unknown whereabouts, waiting for me are all kinds of “coolest”. At first, I was recruited into the company by the big boss, but since entering there was no chance to speak with the big boss. The boss was very cold to me, but often find my partner - an active girl to chat; colleagues have their own Small circle, I seem to always get into it ... ... I am depressed, “I want to participate in a number of things, who are willing to do only soldier? But if the boss does not know his ability, then boredom to do, no matter how good Useless. ”" Often feel like a dispensable soldier, even if one day disappeared no one is interested.