李:在你的散文创作中,写到了不少个人生活中的不堪、慌乱和一些小尴尬,正是这些小的感觉支撑住了你作品的精神内核,你是怎样发现这些的呢?徐:我们一般喜欢给人以胸有成竹的印象,好像对自己的生活很能掌控的样子,但实际情况可能并不尽如人意。在这个弱肉强食的社会氛围里,胸有成竹的面目我们已经非常熟悉了,人一出现在公众视野里,就不自觉地对自己进行这样那样的包装。我还是对各种各样的慌乱比较感兴趣, Li: In your essay writing, I wrote a lot of personal life in the bear, panic and some small embarrassment, it is these small feelings to support the spiritual core of your work, how do you find these? Xu: We generally like to give people a well-formed impression, as if they are in control of their own life, but the actual situation may not be satisfactory. In this jungle of social atmosphere, we have become very familiar with the well-established face, as soon as one appeared in public view, they unconsciously on their own kind of packaging. I am still more interested in all kinds of confusion,