当《上海消防》杂志的记者电话中 跟我约稿的时候，我匆匆答应：好 的，我写，多少字，关于哪方面内容……似乎 一提笔文章就有了似的。真到了静夜写字之 一时，却浑然无物，能略微记起的是大年三十 的晚上，为了承诺完稿限期，（交稿截止日是 元月２４日，正月初一）拼命赶写剧本。 这是我第一部话剧导演作品。在戏剧学 院虽然导过话剧，但其中一类是学生时期的 作业，另一类是作为教师为学生教（导）的 话剧，都不能算是真正意义上的话剧作品。 其后我在研究生阶段主攻的又是影视导演 专业，毕业了也多是创作电视剧，距离话剧 舞台还是有点远。 可能是由于自小学戏的缘故吧，长大 后，对舞台有一种说不出的感觉，仿佛游子 久不归，近乡情更怯。所以此番接到话剧创 作任务，而且还是以英雄为对象的主旋律话 剧，志忑是少不了的，但自信也隐隐滋生。志 忑是因为自己舞台导演的经验不足，又加上 部队题材的戏要求较高；限制很多；而自信 是英雄的故事赋予的。在我接手任务当天， 翻阅了英雄事迹报告会的材料，当我读到黄 东华的家书，读到’不孝儿；东华”的落款 时，我知道了；我们这个戏，将不会太难 看——因为英雄母子的情感足以牵动千万 颗普通大众人的心。是的；我有这个自信。 于是；我把我的自信 When a press call from “Shanghai Fire” magazine was sent to me, I hurriedly agreed: Ok, I wrote, how many words, about which aspect ... It seems like I got a note on the article. Really quiet one of the night when writing, but totally nothing, can slightly remember the New Year’s Eve, in order to promised the deadline for submission, (deadline for submission is January 24, the first day of the first month) hard to write the script. This is my first drama director. Although the drama academy leads the drama, one of them is the student’s homework, and the other is the drama that the teacher teaches (guides) to the students, and can not be regarded as a real drama. Later, I was the main stage in postgraduate film and television director of professional, most are graduating from the creation of drama, from the stage of the drama is still a little bit far. May be due to the reason of primary school drama, grow up, there is a kind of indescribable feeling on the stage, as if wandering for a long time no return, near nostalgia more cowardice. So this time received the task of drama creation, but also the main theme of the hero for the drama, Zhiyi is indispensable, but self-confidence is also a faint. Zhi Zhi is because of the lack of experience of his own stage director, coupled with the force of drama demanding subjects; a lot of restrictions; and self-confidence is given by the hero’s story. On the day I took over the task, I read through the materials of the heroic debriefing report. When I read the book of Huang Donghua and read the filing of the ’unfilial children and the Tung Wah Group of Chinese immigrants,’ I know; we will not be too ugly - - Because of the emotional mother and child enough to affect the hearts of millions of ordinary people. Yes; I have this self-confidence. So; I put my self-confidence