我是从农村走进城市的大学生——一种城市边缘人。虽然我努力地想融入城市,却总是被排斥着;虽然我还没有融入城市,但我承认,我已沾染上了城里人的“习气”——一种说不上好也说不上不好的感觉,也就是那种诅咒物欲横流老嫌囊中羞涩,而面对衣不蔽体的乞丐却大方地掏出几枚硬币。体验一种施舍的高尚感觉。如果我麻木于自己的出身也就罢了,而偏偏这种面对城市自卑,却在故乡的乡亲们面前沾沾自喜甚至趾高气扬的感觉,让我惶惶不安却无法摆脱。也许是离家久了,刚放假的几天里,故乡的一草一木我都备感亲切。每天,父母在田间劳作,我却四处游逛,找人聊天叙旧,这种被乡亲们看作“二流子”的行为,到了我身上,乡亲们却说:“你瞧这孩子, I am a college student from the countryside into the city - a city edge. Although I tried my best to integrate into the city, I was always excluded; although I had not yet got into the city, I admitted that I was already contaminated with the “habit” of the city people - a feeling of being neither good nor bad. , That is, cursed materialistic old-fashioned cash-strapped, and the beggar in the face of clothing is generous to take out a few coins. Experience a noble feeling of charity. If I am numb in their own origin also fills, but why such a face of urban inferiority, but in the hometown of folks complacent or even arrogant feeling, let me panic but can not get rid of. May be away from home for a long time, just a few days off vacation, the hometown of trees and grass I am gratified. Every day, parents work in the field, but I wander around to find someone to talk about the old, this folks are seen as “beauties” to me, the villagers said: "You see this child,