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小时候,我常常梦想着有一天组织自己的家庭。但年轻时的想象太天真,远不能把握住创造及养育生命的真正重负。我只是希望,相比自己曾经的欢乐童年,我能为自己日后的孩子带来更快乐的生活。上大学时,我又再次想象起日后的家庭来,但却多了几分恐惧,因为我了解到遗传性疾病和精神病会通过家族的遗传基因传给下一代。我在青春期时经历过与焦虑、抑郁的多番激烈较量,我假想的孩子也会遭受如我在脆弱的青年期所承受过的同样的困惑、失眠和自杀倾向?最坏的命数似乎就是
As a kid, I often dreamed of organizing my family one day. However, when young, the imagination is too naive to grasp the real burden of creating and nourishing life. I just hope that I can bring a happier life for my future children than I had ever had before. When I was in college, I once again imagined future families, but a little more scared because I learned that genetic diseases and mental illnesses passed on to the next generation through the family’s genes. I experienced puberty and anxiety, depression and more intense contest, my imaginary child will suffer as I had in the vulnerable youth suffered the same puzzles, insomnia and suicidal tendencies? The worst life seems to be