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我是一个很老很老的病人,患精神病已经三十七年了。得病的原因一方面是遗传,我父亲有精神病;另一方面是后天的精神刺激,包括失恋,不公正地被批判等等。另外,比如说困难时期吃不饱饭,还有自己性格比较内向,属于分裂性人格,这也是一方面。 我一共得过三次病,住过三次医院。1961年3月8日第一次住北京安定医院,出院的时候,大夫嘱咐我要吃药,我没听进去,因为药物反应太痛苦了,坐立不安、失眠、发呆。从出院那天开始,我就拒绝吃药。第二年复学了,功课不重,也没受任何刺激,只是因为自己不吃药,62年4月份第一次复发了。领导虽然很关心我,可
I am a very old and very old patient, suffering from mental illness for thirty-seven years. One of the causes of illness is inheritance, my father has mental illness; the other is acquired mental stimulation, including lovelorn, unfairly criticized and so on. In addition, for example, the difficult period to eat enough, and their own introverted character, is a divisive personality, which is also on the one hand. I had a total of three illnesses and lived in the hospital three times. March 8, 1961 first settled in Beijing Anding Hospital, discharged, the doctor asked me to take medicine, I did not listen, because the drug reaction is too painful, restless, insomnia, daze. From the day I left the hospital, I refused to take medicine. The second year of school, homework is not heavy, nor by any stimulation, just because they do not take medicine, 62 for the first time in April relapse. Although the leadership is very concerned about me, but