我一直试图有一种机会来倾诉作为女人,作为母亲、为日常生活琐事围绕,而生出的生存困惑,甚至在一段日子里,我感觉到做一个女人好苦,好累。你必须学习,必须工作,而孩子和丈夫都在耗费你,你会变成家庭囚徒或者精神奴隶的,我对自己说。于是,我曾经不想与自己的性别认可,我渴望和许多的男作家一样去旅行,去讲学,去“一览群山小”,我渴望海阔天空,渴望好儿女志在四方。 I have always tried to have a chance to talk about the confusion that exists as a woman, as a mother, as a trivial matter in my daily life, and even for some time I feel so painful and tired to be a woman. You have to learn, you have to work, and the kids and husband are wasting you, you become prisoner of family or spiritual slave, I say to myself. So, I once did not want to agree with my own gender. I was eager to travel like many male writers. I went to give lectures and went to “look around the mountains.” I long for a brighter future and long for good children in the Quartet.