我诞生在20世纪初。因家败父亡,我成了一个贫穷的孤女,而当时的中国又处于半封建、半殖民地的黑暗时代,人民在水深火热中熬煎,这些痛苦不能不感染着我,使我感到寂寞、苦闷、愤懑。我要倾诉,要呐喊,要反抗,因此我拿起笔,要把笔作为投枪。我追随我的前辈,鲁迅、瞿秋白、茅盾……为人生、为民族的解放,为国家的独立,为人民的民主,为社会的进步而从事文学写作。我写作的时候,从来不考虑形式的框子,也不想拿什么主义来绳规自己,我只是 I was born in the early 20th century. As a result of my father’s death, I became a poor orphan. At the time, China was in a dark semi-feudal and semi-colonial era. The people were tormented in dire straits. These pains can not but infect me and make me feel lonely, depressed, Resentful. I want to talk, to cry, to resist, so I picked up the pen, to use the pen as a shotgun. I follow my predecessors, Lu Xun, Qu Qiubai, Mao Dun ...... for life, for the liberation of the nation, for the country’s independence, for the people’s democracy, for social progress and engaged in literary writing. When I was writing, I never considered the formal framework nor did I want to use any doctrine to rule myself. I just