说来惭愧,身为作家却没有认真地、系统地学习过心理学。然而,写东西又不能不观察到、思考到,以至描写到人物的种种心理状态,因之这里记下的只能是在这方面一些不完整的、不成熟的个人感受而已。好在本文仅仅是一篇“门外谈科学”。 我的第一个感受是——“人最难战胜的是自己”,或者说,一个人要想找到心理平衡是件非常不容易的事。大约在十年以前,我观察到生活当中有这样一个年轻的工人。他在“文革”初期刚刚十五六岁,为了与“反动资本家”的父亲划清界限,为了表明自己是革命队伍中的一员,竟然天真而又愚昧地杀死了父亲。然而,随着那种政治狂热 Ashamed to say, as a writer did not seriously, systematically studied psychology. However, writing can not but observe, think about, and describe all the mental states of the characters. Therefore, only the incomplete and immature personal feelings recorded here can only be recorded. Fortunately, this article is just an article “talking about science outside.” My first feeling is - “The people most difficult to overcome is their own”, or that a person to find the psychological balance is a very difficult task. About a decade ago, I observed such a young worker in my life. At the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, he was just 15 or 16 years old. In order to clear himself from the father of the reactionary capitalists and to show that he was a member of the revolutionary ranks, he naively and foolishly killed his father. However, with that kind of political fanaticism