还记得是在半年前,书房中一排书柜还只填满大半,可最近我却不得不又整理出一排用来摆放新的样刊和书籍,心中不禁感慨万分。这要是换做几年之前,我从不敢想象有一天我的文章能变成如此多的铅字,像是填满空虚的岁月一般,将书柜中的空白全部填充……一开始的我不知天高地厚,以为发表文章很简单,可接二连三的退稿信却让我不知所措。一次次地打开邮箱,只换来一次又一次的失望,我甚至开始怀疑自己是否选错了梦想。然而我又是个不服输的人,发誓一定要在杂志上发表文章,也许愿能在十八岁成年之前出版。为此,我开始全心投入,不再像同龄人那样沉迷游戏、追剧,也很少与朋友外 I still remember that six months ago, a row of bookcases in the study filled up more than half, but recently I had to sort out a row of new journals and books for placement. If this was to be done a few years ago, I never dared to imagine that one day my essay could become so many typefaces that it would fill the emptiness of years, filling the blank space in the bookcase completely. , I thought it was very simple to publish an article, one after another rejection letter but let me know what to do. Again and again to open the mailbox, only in return for the disappointment again and again, I even began to wonder if I chose the wrong dream. Yet again, I am an unconvincing loser, vowing to publish in magazines and perhaps be ready to be published by the age of eighteen. To this end, I began to devote myself, no longer like their peers indulge in games, chase the drama, but also rarely with friends